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[personal profile] portolan 2024-02-18 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ The protest is on his lips, even if he knows with every fiber of his being that right now, he is curious. Deeper than that, he wants to believe, for a little while, that this is possible, that he could be carefree and wanted and fulfilled. That there was an adventure out there that may actually finally find him some sort of home.

That want is only fanned when the Prince closes the space between them, kissing him like Balthier is the thing he wants most in the world. The pirate's shoulders tighten then sag, a moan curling in his throat, shuddering with the force of it. Of course he's kissing back, desperate and hungry. One hand comes to curl around the prince's neck, the other pressing against his chest.

He has no plan, no route of escape, no clever words. It should be terrifying, but it's just free.
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[personal profile] portolan 2024-02-21 11:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ No one's taken him like this in years. He hasn't let anyone get close enough. Even when he occasionally dallies, he always makes sure he's in control.

It's...wonderful, enough that he moans against that mouth. Being held right where he needs to be, not having to be the one who is stronger, smarter, faster, three steps ahead. He hisses pleasurably as the Prince braces his hips, a thigh coming to tease him. The tightness of his pants only do them both favors (or, perhaps, are another weapon against him).

Normally, he'd be coy, but the wine and the berries flow through his veins, and so his hands come to smooth hungrily over the prince, tracing the shape of his torso beneath the fabric before settling on his ass, filling his palms with those curves.

People often wondered if Balthier was Fae; he wondered it himself, not knowing enough of his mother. But right now, he feels utterly human, enraptured by a being so much more beautiful and powerful than he could ever be. And instead of feeling frightened or envious, all he feels is want. To be the object of desire of something so otherworldly, that oughtn't have the time of day for humes--

He moans again, pulling the Prince toward him as he rocks against that thigh.
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[personal profile] portolan 2024-02-24 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It makes him dizzy hearing the Prince's approving purr. That he should be desirable to someone with such discerning and powerful tastes is heady on is own. He wants to show off, wants to please, and he melts readily into the way the Prince slowly but firmly drives him forward.

So rarely does he get to be the one being led. It is a blissful freedom, one he grieves he did not get more often. Every press of thigh or tongue has him pressing back, moaning softly as his breath comes in gasps. His hands continue to rove, clever in the way they skate lightly against flesh then dig in with want.

Any recollection that this was dangerous, that it is unlike him to make himself so vulnerable to a stranger, and a powerful one, is far from his mind.
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[personal profile] portolan 2024-02-24 10:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[ That praise makes his breath jagged, and he does not hesitate to comply, wanting, needing to be good enough. The berries and the wine dig deeper, back to things he'd thought he'd locked and buried, and brings them up so forcibly he doesn't even realize how wrong it is to be wanting this.

He lets Sylvain's tongue press in, exploring for a moment before he presses back greedily, tangling their warmth together and kissing like he needs it to survive. The Prince presses, and Balthier yields, gasping and sputtering by the time they break for air. Those gasps turn to shudders and moans, arousal throbbing as he feels possession being etched onto him.
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You would mark me...so soon? [ he asks, dazed and near whining. There's something incredulous and wanting to his voice ] How are you sure you won't tire of me by the evening's end? [ If he were in control, it would be a playful tease, but it isn't. There's a real sadness there, echoes of a hurt boy who could not understand what he kept doing wrong. ]
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[personal profile] portolan 2024-02-25 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ He isn't used to having a gaze that intense focused on him, not in a long time. And certainly not bookended by softness. There's an odd sense of shame and deep longing, made stranger by the Prince's awareness that words will not soothe this want. Not that Balthier would have turned them down.

And not that he believes the Prince either. He wants to, of course, but how many times had his young heart been exposed just to be torn open or thrown away, often both? He'd learned to keep it tucked away, and much as he wanted it to be taken up, it could not happen in one night.

Still, his breath hitches against the kisses walking back to his ear, and the hot breath on his neck. The Prince's thigh presses in, and those anxious thoughts subside into the blissful ache of want.
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Yes [ He rasps, utterly unable to deny it. ] Skies above, yes.
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[personal profile] portolan 2024-02-29 11:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Fae can't lie. That's the only reason Balthier is able to believe him, whining in want at the promise of it.

That's before the Fae is is splitting his shirt and vest, sneaking a hand to tease. Balthier should be worried, should be calculating what other angles there are, but gods he just wants to surrender and for once be treated like something cherished.
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You may...explore me at your leisure [ He gasps out ] Tonight.
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[personal profile] portolan 2024-03-04 02:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ Evasion and safety are as deep in Balthier's personality as anything else; he wouldn't have gotten this far without it, and it will take more than just Faerie wine to unseat that.

The order, though, he's helpless too, moaning wantonly as Sylvain handles him so easily. That, and the hard cock pressing against his thigh, proof of the Fae's attraction.
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Your court must be lacking of late, if you are so eager for me. [ It's a tease, a test for what the Fae's angle is, but it's a weak one, immediately lost to another hungry kiss, shifting his hips mindlessly to try to feel friction against his own hardened cock. ]